‘Dear Jiz’ Wins Best Short At Cinekink NY!

Cinekink New York is an erotic film festival that has been going for eleven years and tonight the audience choice and judges awards were announced. I was absolutely thrilled to hear that Dear Jiz has been jointly awarded Best Short at this year’s festival (the other winner is Trains by Paul Deeb. The biggest thanks for this... more →
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  Gala Vanting is transported, physically and sexually, to a place of freedom, finding joy in her own body and a sense of autonomy thanks to her trusty campervan. We often feel a kinship with our cars and this film looks at the relationship that one woman has with hers, a connection that is almost sexual in nature. A sunny... more →
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What He Left Behind

Synopsis In a house now emptied of her ex-lover’s possessions, a woman finds his satin underwear under the couch. The boxer shorts become a focus for her feelings about the breakup and – thanks to a handy pair of scissors – a means of sexual release. About The Film What He Left Behind seeks to combine visual sensuality... more →
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If You Were Here

  Dragon Knight misses his girlfriend who is thousands of miles away. Possessed by melancholy, he listens to his favourite music and imagines them together. This is male goth erotica for women. The film evokes a sombre and emotional mood, combining sensuality with dark longing. The full short film is available at Bright Desire The... more →
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Indigo Lush Site Revamp

I’ve just revamped the Indigo Lush site with a new WordPress design. This will hopefully make it easier for me to keep the site updated and it’s also responsive so it can be easily viewed on mobiles. more →
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Now Casting For “The Garden”

My feature film – working title “The Garden” – is now in production. I am looking for talented performers who can help me make my erotic vision happen. The film deals with female fantasies, presented in vignette form. I need performers for the following scenes: Female Domination Scene Casting: One male, one... more →
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Fist Of The Spider Woman

  Synopsis On a cold, rainy night, a lone woman contemplates her lost love. As she stands by the neon-lit window, she imagines the ghost of her dead lover returning for one last night of passion. Her fantasy leads into self-pleasure as she envisions the fist of the Spider Woman slowly pushing deep inside her. About The Film Fist... more →
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Dear Jiz

Synopsis Genderqueer porn star Jiz Lee runs a bath in an old-fashioned claw-foot tub. As they* relax in the warm water, the voices of their many fans echo in their head, lauding the porn Jiz makes and the influence they’ve had on changing minds about gender and sexuality. Finally, Jiz moves under the flow of the water and... more →
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Connections – DVD

http://indigolush.com/pics/connectionstrailer.mp4 Winner: Feminist Porn Award Honoroable Mention, 2013 Synopsis Connections celebrates all that’s great about sex: passion, laughter, teasing, giving, receiving, & experiencing real pleasure. It’s about the connection that happens between two people when they have good, hot,... more →
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Feminist Porn Awards 2013 Mini Doco

In April 2013 I travelled to Toronto to attend the Feminist Porn Awards and also to give a presentation on porn for women at the Feminist Porn Conference. I had a fantastic time meeting so many well-known feminist porn producers, performers and fans, along with the amazing academics who are studying this new kind of porn with an... more →
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  Synopsis Step right up folks! Don’t be shy! Put the coins in the slot of this fabulous contraption and be prepared for a stunning visual extravaganza. Thrill! as the Kaleidogasm creates astonishing images of flesh! Gasp! at the surreal eroticism of it all! Groan! at the mysterious feeling in your pants! About The Film Kaleidogasm... more →
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The Thought Of Her DVD

Nominated for a Feminist Porn Award 2012! http://indigolush.com/pics/thoughtofherDVDtrailer.mp4 Synopsis Four men individually indulge in a quiet moment of solo pleasure. As each man strokes his cock, we hear his inner monologue. We share his thoughts about a woman, the images he conjures and the longing he feels. The pleasure builds... more →
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I.M. In Love

What Are You Wearing? Synopsis Aeryn and Theo are a couple of Dungeon and Dragon-loving nerds with a fondness for their computers. One afternoon they connect with each other via instant messaging (I.M.) and it’s not long until the conversation takes a distinctly erotic turn. The sexual tension grows to fever pitch but not... more →
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The Thought Of Her – Short Film

Note: This is the page for the short film. For info on the Feminist Porn Awards 2012 Nominated feature, go here. I can’t stop thinking about her… Synopsis A journey into one man’s erotic imagination. A celebration of the male body from a female perspective. A man indulges in a few moments of solo pleasure. As he... more →
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Fucking Is The Only Prayer

Flesh is our heaven. Right here. Right now. Synopsis Some people say “My body is a temple.” I believe the body is the only temple. There is no immortal soul, only our minds and our bodies. This moment of touch, this instant of emotion. Right here, right now. Only this breath, only this shared sensation. Only this flesh,... more →
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Paddling The Pink Canoe

Paddling The Pink Canoe is a playful look at the many euphemisms given to female masturbation. Jilling off is still very taboo and this film has fun with the various phrases used to describe the act. This film started out as a way to play with my new Sony SD camera (my first ever pro-type camcorder) and it morphed into this silly... more →
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The Berlin Porn Film Festival 2009 and the Petra Joy Award

In October 2009 I travelled to Berlin to take part in the annual Berlin Porn Film Festival. My film “That’s What I Like” had been selected to screen there. On top of that, I was also a finalist in the Petra Joy Award which I eventually won. Here’s my mini documentary about the experience at Berlin: And here’s... more →
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